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John Gardners Tree of Life
by Eli N. Evans, president
Charles H. Revson Foundation
Carnegie Corporation Memorial Celebration
New York Public Library
April 17, 02
When
Edward Steichen, the great photographer, referred to his best friend
and brother-in-law, Carl Sandburg, he said when God made Carl,
he didnt do anything else that day. Well, October 8,
1912, surely was another satisfying day for the creator.
I
was deeply honored by Vartan to be invited to remember John Gardner
today and want to report what a deep and stirring experience it
was to pull out my files, and read letters, talk to old friends
and just sit back and recall an unforgettable man for all seasons.
John loved collecting quotes and had a special drawer in his office
where he would toss his favorites so he could retrieve them for
use in speeches and books. His book of quotes, entitled Quotations
of Wit and Wisdom: Know or Learn from Those Who Know is not
usually listed in his accomplishments. We owe a debt of gratitude
to Francesca for co-editing this life work, and recognizing that
it was an unusual form of autobiography.
I
first met John in 1963, when I was a young speech writer in the
Lyndon Johnson White House, and, being low kid on the totem pole,
they stuck me in the Executive Office building with the staff of
some new idea they called the White House Fellows program. John
came down often and when we first began to talk, to paraphrase Kierkegaard,
It seemed as though I had not drunk from the cup of wisdom
but had fallen into it. My connection with him deepened when
I joined Carnegie as a staff member and one of my roles was to go
to Washington once a month to brief him on what the Foundation was
thinking about and also to listen and report back what was on his
mind.
For
me, of course, it was magic but John relished these conversations,
I think, almost as a relief from the unrelenting pressures of his
day. Here he was far from the protected haven of Carnegie, in what
seemed to me a football-field sized office in the Department of
HEW, with 100,000 employees, answering to every member of Congress,
the press and the horde of lobbyists that populated his new world.
Perhaps that was the reason he had a slip of paper tucked into a
photograph on his desk with a quote from a French writer: There
are times when everything succeeds. Dont let it alarm you.
It will pass. And perhaps it was the reason in a commencement
address at the centennial of Stanford University, he said to the
graduating class. As many of you know, I returned to the university
two years ago, after 50 years in the East. Of course, I had to go
through the inevitable period of missing Washington. That took a
couple of days.
I once
asked him why he left the comfort of his successful presidency of
Carnegie for the Gunfight at the OK Corral atmosphere of Washington,
D.C. His answer was so typical of John. It was that he had mastered
the institutional puzzles of New York, understood how the many different
sectors in this city worked, and wanted to learn about a new world.
I think he said that like most people, he was in serious need
of repotting. Growing and learning was a mantra of Johns
and a core of his advice to all of us who were fortunate enough
to be mentored by him and to all the world who read his books. He
liked the quote from Josh Billings that It is not only the
most difficult thing to know oneself but the most inconvenient one,
too. Fear of the next steps never seemed to stop him from
taking them and he once even said One of the reasons people
stop learning is that they become less and less willing to risk
failure. Think of the risks in launching something as Quixotic
as Common Cause, late in his life after his reputation was assured.
For
him, being happy was being in the arena. He was not one who dreamed
of a lazy retirement. Storybook happiness involves every form
of thumb-twiddling. True happiness involves the full use of ones
powers and talents.
John
had a humble and modest demeanor, but let me tell you, he was steel
covered with velvet. How did he handle the storm around the issues
he cared about, such as the enforcement of the civil rights laws
under President Johnson, that often made him personally a target
of bitter controversy? John told his graduates at Stanford in 1991
that You discover that no matter how hard you try to please
some people in this world arent going to love you, a lesson
that is at first troubling, but then quite relaxing.
John
and I talked a lot about the challenges of writing, of respecting
ones talent and narrative and poetic impulses, and of carving
out the time to do it against all odds. Some critics considered
him old fashioned in his language but his books on Excellence
and Self Renewal and Leadership were clarion calls
to action, built on a bedrock faith in the power of the people to
act if they knew the truth. Those values and the elegance of his
prose summoned an army of people to join him in a common cause.
Sometime, his writing marched with the rhythms of the Old Testament
prophet calling us to a higher purpose. Listen to the beat of the
music in a Gardner paragraph:
Life
isnt a mountain that has a summit. Nor is it a riddle that
has an answer. Nor a game that has a final score. Life is an endless
unfolding and if we wish it to be--an endless and unpredictable
dialogue between our own potentialities and the life situations
in which we find ourselves. By potentialities, I mean not just intellectual
gifts but the full range of ones capacities for learning and
sensing and wondering, understanding, loving and aspiring.
He
once told me while I accompanied him on one of his daily walks during
a visit to Palo Alto, that while he walked, he always picked a problem
to ruminate over. Sometime he would worry a problem for a long time
until, like an irritated oyster, the pearl of an idea emerged. It
is a well known legend that he often made notes on an envelope,
which he called a forward pass, to toss to another to
carry the idea down the field. He was an unconventional thinker
who saw the power of private initiative in communities all over
the country as Americas greatest strengthwho believed
that rebuilding community was the great task of a renewed democracy.
Im certain that ideas like the White House Fellows, the creation
of the Independent Sector and Common Cause, came out of the intellectual
ferment of his long walks and meditations. Walking and thinking
and wrestling with the problems of the world; even Johns relaxation
had to be productive.
John was an improvisational and creative listener, and it is striking
that so many who sought his advice recall how a conversation with
him would resonate for a lifetime, and would go to the core of their
being. To talk with him was an awakening. I remember his advice
when I expressed my annual desire to flee New York to return to
North Carolina. He spoke of the citys excitement and cosmopolitan
atmosphere, the opportunity for public service and personal growth
and he suggested that I should stay here and bloom where I
was planted. But he urged me to continue to nurture my southern
and Jewish roots, to respect my past and be nourished by it, to
connect myself to boards and commissions or organizations working
in the state. He urged me to retain my familys property, to
keep that mystical tie to the land, and to visit back home often.
All of this I did knowing his advice flowed out his personal history.
As a Californian who loved Stanford and constantly felt the tug
from home, he understood the attachment to the south that was a
call on any southerner living in New York City.
It
is remarkable that this academic and ex-Marine, would come to New
York after the war and join something as cerebral as Carnegie Corporation.
But John saw the foundation world as few had seen it before himas
an independent center of action, as a place for fresh thinking,
as a laboratory for experimentation, as a vehicle for launching
daring ideas and a platform for engaging in a dialogue with the
nation. He became the very model of the consummate foundation presidenta
national figure of enormous intellectual prowess and leadership,
a writer and a seer, a reformer and a partisan, a dreamer and a
builder. The greatest philanthropic lesson I learned from John was
to always look at the power of the idea and to master
the art of the grant. John made education for
all come alive as a central idea, and the nation began to
listen.
In
1968, when Governor Nelson Rockefeller called him after Robert Kennedys
assassination to offer John that seat in the U.S. Senate, many of
his friends urged him to accept it. We thought he would have made
such a great U.S. Senator in the tradition of the wise and deeply
respected statesmen throughout American history who guided the nation;
that the Senate would be a grand platform for his ideas, and that
he would have such a profound impact on the individual senators
and upon the Senate itself. Some even dreamed of the presidency
for him, because he was the kind of man Americans were looking fora
leader they could trust, with ideals, integrity, a man who could
renew Americas faith in itself.
I always
thought that Johns real reason for turning down a life in
politics was imbedded in the creation of Common Cause. He knew the
darker truth about high public office. He once said that at HEW
I worked on a lot on problems and kept encountering the same
frustrationsbumping my head against the same walls wherever
I went He discovered that the system was badly in need
of repair. And added that Money is a hydra-headed monster
that will wreck our system if we dont chain it down.
When
he left government and did not return to the university or to corporate
boards or even to the lecture and writing circuit, many of his friends
were stunned that he would choose to spend his time and energy in
what most thought was a hopeless effort to build a grass roots movement
to reform government. He launched it with full page ads in major
newspapers that were serious essays on the subject of openness and
accessibility, on accountability and citizen action, and the power
of the people to restrain the influence of special interests through
campaign finance reform. What caught your eye was the look of the
ad-- no fancy graphics, just a full page of print. It was the Gardner
style, signaling serious intent, but he later confessed that he
was as surprised as his advertising advisors were that hundreds
of thousands of citizens would answer his call to arms. John had
founded a new community of concerned citizens who would understand
the challenge and work hard to open up government to an informed
public. He called for stamina because he always
said that government reform is no sport for the short-winded.
A Stanford friend once asked him if he ever got depressed or discouraged
and John answered No, I dont seem to have that gene.
I dont think he was surprised that it took over thirty years
for something major to be done, but it was so fitting that he lived
to see the House pass just two months ago the first meaningful campaign
reform in decades.
Johns
legacy will be in his writing, to be sure, because future generations
will find vision and inspiration and lessons for a life of engagement
and passionate service. But it will also be in the legions of those
who heard his voice, who follow his example, who experienced his
mentorship, his hand on the shoulder, his encouragement. Friendship
is a sheltering tree said Coleridge and we all gather today
beneath its branches to say thank you and goodbye. But look closely
at its roots and its silhouette across the sky: John Gardner has
given us
a tree of life.
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